Ava Lynn Johnson

                           

 

My thoughts and prayers are with all who love and miss sweet little Ava. Your precious Angel is certinally adorable, she captured my heart instantly. You have created a beautiful tribute to honor your little Princess's memory. I wish there where something I could say to ease your heartache, I only pray that you find some comfort knowing that others care ~ Edwina Mitchell

Hello Beautiful Princess, Just stopping to let you know that I am always thinking of all you Beautiful angels. I know you babies have become very close and are always taking care of each other. Love you sweet Ava.

 

 

Every time you feel breeze or soft wind around you. I believe that is our babies wings. Always near us.

Happy Halloween sweet Ava! Enjoy your day with all the beautiful Angels. Give my baby a hug and a kiss. Shower your family with lots of Angel hugs and kisses. You and your family will always be in my thoughts and prayers! Hugs and kiss precious one!

Happy Halloween sweet angel. You and your family are still in my thoughts and prayers. Hope you have a fun with all the other angels. Your memory page is so perfect. Mommy did a wounderful job. Such Honor and truth in her words. Your mommy's letter touch my heart and i am at a loss for words..... Visit her in her dreams. Send kisses and love to fill her heart.     To mommy you are amazing. Your song and your words are so heart felt. There are no words for what you are going though. And your right, everone deal with things in there time. I agree with your letter and wont share my stories but will say your a greate mommy and your daughter is beautiful. I hope her and Kadence's meet.  Kadence's aunt

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hello Sweet Ava, Here’s a picture of the candles we lit for all you beautiful angels.

 

Love You baby.

 

Hello Sweet Princess,

Tomorrow you’ll be Eight Months old in heaven! And I could just imagine you and Little Eli trying to stand up and crawling everywhere. How I wish for your mommy and me to be holding you sweet angels. But, I know one day we will meet again and we are going to give you both all that love that is in our hearts. I know your mommy feels you when you come around her and give her your sweet love. Because I feel Eli near me and it just breaks my heart because I cannot see him or hold him. So make sure when you come around your sweet mommy, Give her lots of love and bless her with your Sweet Kisses. She needs those all the time. You have become someone very special in my life Sweet Ava and your mommy too! Have a lot of fun playing baby girl. Have lots of Ice cream and cake and know that we’ll be thinking of you on your Eight Month Birthday baby.

 

Jamie,

How I wish things would have turned out different for us. But God had other plans for our babies. And, now they wait for us in heaven. It breaks my heart when I count the months without Eli. I thought I would be able to move on by now. But it is not true. when People tell me that time heals everything. I still feel like if it was yesterday that I lost Eli. I am trying to move but I am stuck.  I will light a candle in my house for Sweet Ava tomorrow. I hope you are doing well. I don’t go to the support group like I use to because I am really busy all day long. But I always pray for our babies. God Bless You Jamie. I’ll always be here for you whenever you need me.

 

Monica  *Eli’s Mommy*

Hi Sweet Baby,

I can't help but sit here and think about how big you would be getting! Almost 8 months, WOW!  I bet you would be smiling, starting to eat baby food and maybe even crawling!  We still can't get over this, just can't even believe it.  Darrius and Arianna started school yesterday, I bet you would of loved to see you big brother getting off the school bus!  They miss you so much, I wish I could give you back to them.  Everyone says they can't believe how much they understand, and how real you were to them.  Of course you were real to them, they waited 8 long months for you to come too!  It is weird how time flies, but in reality the last 8 monts have been nothing but a blurr.  I wish time stopped moving on with out you!!!  I guess some things we just can't change.  I look forward to the day I get to hold you in my arms, it won't bet here soon enough.  I know you are with your great grandma's and they are taking good care of you!!!  I love you Angel!!!

We know how long it's been,so i won't say.

We all hurt.

We all feel the pain.

But,

     Mommy and Daddy feel like no other.

     All we can say is we are with you!

     And we love you all.

Love Ava

I would like to express my deepest sympathy to each of the parents of baby Ava. I can not imagine what it feels like to lose a child but it has to be a pain that in undescibable. Losing our loved ones saddens us and that only shows that death is unnatural and it was never meant to be a part of life.

 

Our Heavenly Father feels the pain that both of you are going through.

He promises that the day is soon to come in which he will wipe the tears of sorrow from our eyes forever and death will be no more. (Revelation 21:3-5)

He also promises that all those in the memorial tombs (graves) will hear his voice and come out. (John 5:28,29)

Until his words are fulfilled may each of you continue to take comfort in him.

If i ever had a wish or a dream it would be to bring your Ava home to you where she belongs! Please know i still feel your pain and will forever!

I just don't think i would or could be as strong as you have been,i know you try for us all,but i also know you keep so much inside,i wish you would let me help you in some way,but how can i ever take that pain away from you! Just know if i could i would give anything,anything for you and Victor to have your baby back!!!!!

I love you so much!!!! I hope all the condolences you get from all these nice mothers and grandmothers helps you with your pain!

I try not to blame god but it is so hard.

I will always be here for you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Mom

 

 

Eli  &  Eva Watching us from Heaven!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I know is hard this time of year for us, but is ok to be weak and is ok to cry. I just want you to know that you have helped me through the worst days of my life and I thank you for that.

 

I know Sweet Ava is watching you from heaven and she is very proud telling all the little angels about how much her mommy loves her and just how much she loves her mommy.

 

Hello Beautiful,

If there was anything in this world that I could have, it would be to have you back.  I don't know why you were chosen to leave before your time, and never will. But I guess it really was your time, and that is why God  took you back.  I am sure he knew that you really were just too beautiful for this ugly world.  I thank you for bringing me 36 weeks of joy, even through all the morning sickness!  When Mommy found out she was going to have a baby I told my self this was the last one so enjoy every moment of it, and I did!  Not knowing that I would loose you before I even got to meet you.  I am so glad that I enjoyed everyday with you, and didn't take a second for granted.  Even though I was sooo sick for the first 3 1/2 months, I wouldn't change a thing.  I loved you every moment, and am greatful for every kick, movement you had.  You wre suppose to be our missing link, you were suppose to be the beging of "our new life".  Well, a new life we got, just not the one we wanted.  So many people loved you, even before you were here.  We have had more support then we could ever imagined, through this terrible situation.  We are so thankful to have our family and friends to get us through this terrible time of loosing you.  If support were enough to bring you back, you would be here baby girl.  Your brother and sister were BEYOND extatic to have a baby brother or sister, for they wanted one since they were old evough to talk.  They day I told them you were gone, was the worst day of my life.  So please watch over Darrius Arianna and Nadia, and keep them safe.  If there is any good to come out of loosing you, it is that we are so much closer.  Your whole family was waiting for your arrival baby girl, and your whole family is still mouring you.  So until we meet again, watch over us and keep us safe and together for we need each other!  I promise to not let your memory fade, you will aways be on our minds and in our hearts!  Love you with all my heart!!! xoxoxo

My heart goes out to you and your family!! An I am truely sorry and give my deepest condolences, but I know that know matter what anyone says it does not make the pain go away!  Losing my own daughter at only four months, i know exactly how you all must feel!! And it sucks!!!! Time will not heal an make it all go away but i think it only makes the pain a little easier as time goes on.  I know there are so many questions unanswered and your life may not be the same until you are reuntied with your beautiful Ava.  But just know that your precious angel and all your family will be in my hearts and prayers!